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In fact, today, as I sit
down at my PowerBook - screen glowing, machinery humming - with
this subject on my mind, I feel the intimidation is even more
present. When I turn on this device I'm even told how many megabytes
are available, in effect reminded just how huge, in technological
terms, this blank sheet of paper really is.
As an advertising writer
for 20 years I've faced the blank sheet of paper on thousands
of occasions. And each time I've asked myself the same question,
"Am I creative enough?"
Yes, I've pulled through
many, many times before. But each time it's a new challenge.
And each time I have to ask myself all over again, "Am I
creative enough? Can I do it this time? Am I good enough?"
That's the question, psychologists
tell us, that plagues most people with "problems".
"Am I good enough?"
Well, I'm not a psychologist.
Will never pretend to be. And I don't intend to make light of
such a deep, potentially damaging notion as a human being asking
for such an all-telling judgment.
But I will tell you that
I believe the insecurity articulated in the expression "Am
I creative enough?" can actually be one of the more powerful
motivators in any creative pursuit.
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